I spent the weekend interstate visiting my perfect little brother, staying at his perfect house with his perfect girlfriend. When I got off the plane on Friday night, my phone wouldn't switch back on, and despite my best efforts, I haven't been able to turn it on since. It completely died, leaving me interstate with no way to contact any of my friends as my brother has no internet at his house and I couldn't retrieve any of my phone numbers.
So for the whole weekend, I was stuck in the BEAUTIFUL brand new three bedroom house that my bro, his girlfriend and their house-mate live in. All three of these kids drive expensive brand new cars, they have gorgeous furniture and a huuuuge plasma tv and one of them has a fucking jet ski. They're all working respectable jobs and working towards a future. My bro's girlfriend is so pretty and cute and sweet and innocent and nice and lovely... basically everything my mum wants me to be. Everything she ever wanted in a daughter, unlike me, who is not what she wanted at all. Mum always tells me how great his girlfriend is, and I know that mum wishes I was more like her.
To make matters worse, I had to endure constant lectures from my brother about how I really should get out of the industry, how it's really uncool that I've been doing it for 5 years and don't have anything to show for it like savings or a house, and how much it'll break my parents' hearts when they find out. So with that making me feel like absolute shit, and not being able to contact any of my friends to vent to them about it, I spent the majority of the weekend feeling like a big depressed ball of worthlessness.![]()
Nothing like spending a weekend having it rubbed in your face how much of a giant fucking failure and disappointment you are to the rest of your family. I am so fucking miserable over this.
On the plus side, I met mermaidnz and she's a total hottie.


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That sucks babe. I'm sorry that you had to go through a weekend feeling bad without being able to have people to vent to. I would've pulled my hair out.


haha i was texting my bf after you left saying "i think darcy hates me boo!" lol
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