Omg , I swear I feel like I am going through my postpartum again . My daughter just turned two and all the sudden I am having all those awful and embarrassing feelings .....Like not wanting her , feeling like my life would be so much better with out , my temper is so short with her .
Of course this is all made worse by the fact that she is 2 and going through all the awful things 2 yr olds go through .
To make matters worse I am starting to date and make friends , I am getting a life again and its making me want to be away from her all the time . I am just so unhappy ......
She is really sweet and she loves me so but I dont even miss her when I go out , I dont even think of her really . She misses me though , she wont sleep for my mom when I am gone , she waits until i am home ....she is extra clingy to me . I gave her alot of time and special treatment .
I dunno what to do ....sometimes I feel like she would be better off with someone else because she is such a nice person and so sweet and smart ....wouldnt someone else appreciate her so much more ....ugh , I am taking vitamins they help ....I do love her and I know its not her fault . I am just chemically unbalanced I guess ........



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Hang in there. Just a few more yrs


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