Ok .... right now I live in a alone and want out of the area . There is a section of town that I like and I went to look at a Condo share yesterday. I felt really really good about moving there yesterday when I went to meet the potential house share person. Now .... today I'm scared to go put the deposit down . It's a gorgeous condo and the owner is almost never there ( she has a really awesome career that has her gone 3 out of 4 weeks in a month ). So ..... I'd pretty much be there alone. Everyone's dream roomate / house situation!
Here are the problems :
1. I've lived alone for 5 years . Sharing again scares me , but I can't rent a place on my own in this neighboorhood with the # of hours I work.
2. The place has my own bed and bath , but I'm used to having my own office too ( it's pretty much needed for my day job .... but I could make due with the dining room table since she will be gone most of the time ) . I'm just having a REALLY hard time figuring out how to pare down my office. I've spread out like a weed.
3. I want to get out of this neighboorhood and away from what I though would be my soon to be ex ( in order to move on ) ...... but he came over and was really nice today ( ok ... he invited me to Vegas for the weekend and break up or not I want to go party in Vegas this weekend ) .
4. She has this cheesy southwest furniture in the living room ( and a skull on the coffee table ). I will miss my couch dearly if I have to store it.
Too much too soon. This is the first place I've even looked at . It's perfect for what I need . It's has so many perks such as : whole place for 1/3 of the price .... it's really nice. Great walkable neighboorhood ( I have a car, but hate driving ) . Closer to my college friends ect.
She wants to know by tomorrow morning. If the bf and I stay together, this will put us a little bit of a drive away from each other. That's a decision in and of itself ( 5 years, lots of fighting lately ) . Yuck . I hate this. I feel like I'm not getting anything done today. I want to make a solid decision that I feel good about and just feel completely stressed out.
Oh ... I did want to go check out a 2nd place ..... with my own office. It's the same price and that girl sounds cool too ...but she went camping and I didn't get to look at it yet. I don't want to lose my oppurtunity with place #1 though. Losing the chance on this sound like it would suck , but this is so soon.



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