Brief background :
-I haven't even danced a full weekend yet ( I have just over-researched the whole thing and have been running around auditioning everywhere sometimes staying to work a bit if they let me) .
- I only would dance out of my home state.
- I'm a college grad / career gal who is just burnt out on what I'm currently doing. Dancing would give me a break here and there . I only want to dance 4-5 nights a month.
We have been together 5 years . I've traveled for my day job for 4 . I just don't want him to know because I'm worried we might get in a fight sometime and he will tell my family. I feel like it kind of his right to know because with the nakedness and all he should have a say. I also feel like it's my body. I might not even like it , so I want to at least dance a few full nights to see if I do ( and see if it really can be profitable for me .... I keep getting scared off by thread about strippers not making good money anymore ... like less than $300 a night averages ) .
I feel like I've been deceitfull enough by not mentioning my auditions/few night worked. I have a sales and marketing background so I think I'd do ok $ wise once I find a club, but the only way to know is to try.
I've worked in an SC before and my family knew , but I was a waitress. They assume now that I have a career that I'm over the whole thing , but I'm tired , and I'm still curious about dancing.
Oh yeah .... and the relationship might end anyway ( lack of a shared vision about the future basically ) . He is a great guy, but I am eager to do some large scale stuff ( extended international travel is the biggie , wanting to live out of Utah or at least out of the suburbs / into downtown is another ).



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(I know you would be working on a less consistent basis, but still it would be better for you to tell him then for him to just find out somehow.)
best line ever!

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