UGH i just have to rant a little.
Made decent money tonight, had a good time on stage, its been a great week, so yay for me.
However, it marks a bit of a disgusting first for me. This is the ONLY time in my career dancing that a guy has outright tried to finger me. Mind you, i'm in PDX so we have our own little perception warp about what is, or is not fucked up. Here, if a guy touches my leg or waist, its an "extra" So where the hell is this guy sticking his nasty hands on my pussy? I smacked him the hell away, and got hte bouncer. He was very apologetic and "thought I was inviting him to touch it". WTF?
The hole he digs gets deeper. I get the bouncer, and he tells the bouncer "I didn't really feel anything so what's wrong?". Right. So your hand on my pussy doesn't count, because I smacked you before you got a finger IN my pussy. That is a fucked up attitude.
I'm actually proud of myself for my handling of it. I dealt with two problem customers tonight, him, and a guy trying to stiff me money, and both times i held my ground, and got what i wanted in the end. Since i don't tend to be the most assertive crayon in the bunch, i'm happy with the progress there.
Still. Headache.
But i found a few songs that i loooooove dancing to, and still managed to make good money. Plus, its been a good week for me. Restores my faith in myself and my ability to make money.
Soooo many mixed feelings. I really need to go to bed.




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