Ugh so I have been seeing this guy for like what 3 weeks ?? At the most .....and last night for the 2nd time already I ended things with him
The first time it was over this female friend of his ....I couldnt go out because he waited until like 10 to call me and I have a little kid so ....anyways he was all to happy to tell me that he his "Friend" wanted to take him outThis chick def has a thing for him . Anyways being that we were so new I was just like ok if thats how he is maybe he just isnt worth my time , ya know we are still getting to know each other and for me I dont think that people in relationships should go out on weekend nights to bar with friends of the opposite sex ......I dont care that he does this , he is his own person , I just feel that it makes us very different , too different maybe
Anyways we got over it .
Brings us to last night . He emails me at like 150am so we go into this private chat i set up for us and he starts telling me about these drunk girls from Daytona and how they wanted to take him home but he turned them down and wasnt that great of him !?
This guy he works with takes him out after work on Saturday , my guy is the"wingman"
I tried to tell him that now that you are in a relationship your not really the wingman anymore , you are just two friends going to have fun . He agreed .
Anyways things got weird after that , I dont even remember how it started but he started saying things like "you like me more than I like you " and "we should slow things down"
I dont even remember all the other things he said but they were hurtful .
Also I told him that he shouldnt have slept with me if he felt this way because I made it very clear to him what a big step that was for me and not to get to personal about him because thats not fair but lets just say I risked my health somewhat by sleeping with him .......so hes not so kool in my book today .
I told him things were over and at first he was like No , I am gunna call you and I am gunna write , we can work this out .....
For me I can not go on dating someone knowing that they think things like "you like me more than I like you" and like everytime I would want to say something like "I like you" I would feel self conscious now ......Basically I wan to end things because I mean if in less than a month we are already having major disagreements and having these feelings , where is it going ? Ya know ??? He has had his broken and he is spooked because I do like him so much , I know that but still this is way to much drama for such a young relationship , dont you think ?
Honestly I really feel like I am a great girl and for someone like him , he should the one who likes me and want me more ...ya know ? I know that I deserve that . I dont want someone who worships me but I think some guy should be very proud of me and feel lucky to have me .......
so I am hurting a little bit and I am confused and I am really disappointed that I had been saving myself for the last 3yrs and that I gave myself and risked my health to be with this guy because I thought we were on the same page .....I can deal with alot but I cant deal with someone who says mean things to an innocent party when they angry .......
haha , thats funny because I have been being so short with my daughter all day and I am sure its because of this ....damn now I am no better that this loser ....wtf



This chick def has a thing for him . Anyways being that we were so new I was just like ok if thats how he is maybe he just isnt worth my time , ya know we are still getting to know each other and for me I dont think that people in relationships should go out on weekend nights to bar with friends of the opposite sex ......I dont care that he does this , he is his own person , I just feel that it makes us very different , too different maybe
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and won't be "allowed" to contact him for a few weeks whilst he solidifies his relationship with this new girl. 


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