So this was my first club. I really enjoy working there most of the time, cuz the girls are all great and it's very laid back, (actually, too laid back...the place is dead all the time,) but I feel like my managers are taking advantage of me and ripping me off. For example, they always brag about the low house fee and low (virtually non-existent) payout, but they fine me up the ass for being late or missing days. They make me stick to a strict schedule, and if I miss a day it's $50, and if I'm late it's anywhere from $5-40. They're supposed to do this for every girl, but I know for a fact that a lot of the girls don't get fined and are able to work whenever they want. Plus, some shit went down this weekend where I was asked to cover a Saturday bar shift a while ago, (I bartend as well,) and even though I let them know weeks ago that I couldn't, I was accused of lying about it and was blamed for them being short staffed this Saturday. THEN, my boss tries to tell me that I owe an absent fee from 2 months ago. (Um...like I'm not smart enough to keep track of that shit?) So yeah, I've decided I'm not going in tonight, or probably ever again. But for some reason I feel bad about it. I have this weird loyalty thing that always causes me to stick to jobs or relationships far past their expiration date. Part of me wants to call in and let them know that I quit, because I feel that would be the "right" thing to do, but another part is saying "fuck it, you don't owe them anything." Or maybe that's just my excuse to avoid having to confront anyone. GAAAaahh I hate being such a wimp. Anyway, sorry about this kinda long pointless post...I guess I just need some support that I'm making the right decision and that I shouldn't feel bad about leaving. Mostly cuz I'm fucking over the other bartenders, who really need me there to fill in....jeez.
PLEASE someone tell me to stop being such a puss!!



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