Unreal seriously ,I swear when it rains its fucking pours ...
OK real quick .....I live with my mom so there is "normal" drama there
I have a 2yr old so "normal" drama there too
I just started dating someone and I think its over , normal stress with that
thats all this week .....my mom has the day off today so she has been home and we had a sorta fight , its super stressful ....I just dont need it .
My baby has been a complete freak the last few days and I am getting period any day .......
As if thats not enough I just checked my yahoo email and my friggin aunt has sent me an email ..........why is this a big deal ? Well last year I went up to Mass for a visit with my baby and had a huge fight with my Dad so my aunt and her husband had me come stay with them for the rest of my stay ....which was super nice , I really appreciated family at that moment
My uncle was a complete prick the whole , actually talking on the phone to my Dad ( my mom and aunt are sisters) who until that day had not spoken to my Dad in like 10yrs .......basically was siding with him , making all these assumptions .....anyways he was never a super nice guy so even though it sucked it was like no big deal .......
Then the morning I was suppose to leave I was woken up super early by the phone ringing and my Uncles voice overly loud talking about me and my mom to some guy about what fuck ups we are and he even went so far as to talk shit about my grandparents who are passed away and were super good to him .......I woke up my baby and went down stairs because I just couldnt listen to that ...ya know?!?! I just wanted to get home , I called my mom and told her that I over heard something awful and I just wanted to get home and tell her ......
I totally totally have every reason to believe that my uncle wanted me to hear that conversation ......also the first night I was there he was defending my father to my aunt ...
Anyhoo so I got home I told my mom and she was hurt and pissed ...we didnt know what to do , we didnt know if we should tell my aunt or how to tell her or just let it go because we never see them anyways ......so after sometime went by my mom wrote her sister a long letter about the whole ......
ok I am trying to keep this short .......my aunt emailed her , telling her I was basically fucked up and out to get all men ...that my uncle loves us and would never say those things ....it was awful ....this is my only aunt ....
my mom write back to her and my aunt wrote back with even more crazy things ....so my mom was just like ya know , i am done , I am not even writing to her again , its over ......that was sooooooooooo long ago , ok ?!?! We have not heard from them and they have not heard from us ....
so all the sudden there is this email from her and with the fucking day and week i have been having I just can not open it ......
I just cant handle it ......at the same time like what if someone died ? What if she needs us ????
On a side note , my mom had a dream that my dad died just a few days ago ......so now this is freaking me out even more .......
what is she just wrote to be mean ?!?! I cant believe she that "obviously (me) has issues with men and that I am sabotoging all my male relationships" and she blamed the fact that my brother wont talk to me on me , when its him and his wife ........she was his GF at the time and we had a fight and my brother chose her over and me AND MY MOM .......how its that my fault ? I even sent him a birth announcement when my daughter was born but he never responded .....so its all my fault right ?!?!?!



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(she got a similar one too, right?).


). that's not really going to make things right or me feel better (a little maybe but not much
). i'd much rather he just understand and accept what he's done in his life was wrong.
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