So some nights I make my money off more than 8-10 guys, sometimes I make the majority of my money off 2-3 guys.
But for some reason I am happier making my money off of a lot of guys. It's like an ego boost or something; "all these guys want me/think I am the best, etc", when I make my money off just two or three I get depressed, feel unattractive, etc.
I know that this frame of mind is unhealthy. I shouldnt let guys dictate my feelings. But I do-I am working on this though. Seeing a counselor and such for my ED, etc.
Does anyone else feel this way? Which is better do you all think?




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