Ok, so everyone on here knows I have seperated from my husband not too long ago. Anyways, EVERYTHING IS WEIRDLY GREAT! Wow, we make awesome friends instead of lovers. And our daughter is fine & flourishing...
Well, a lil while ago I met a guy ... Things were going good until last night when I got drunk. I was sitting round chatting with my best friend waiting for my guy to call me back & it usually takes him a g'bit when he says a few minutes. Anyways, my friend convinced me (seeing as how I was drunk wasn't very hard convincing) to text him some mean things to get a response. Anyways, obviously I did... And I just started a war with him for no damn reason - besides being drunk...
Well, I apologized to him this morning... lots! He seems very short & fustrated with me, which is understandable. Now, this is the first time I've been drunk in 3 years which isn't an excuse at all. But, now I feel like my guy doesn't even like me. I also asked him if I ruined things & he said a lil bit.
I don't know what to do... Do I give him his space & if I never talk to him again, just brush it off as my mistake to learn by? I REALLY LIKE HIM, but I don't want to seem/ or be so clingy or attached.
All I have to say is DAMN MYSELF AND MY DRUNKEN WAYS!.... And damn last night too.



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