I literally cannot stop crying right now. I finally came clean with my Mom about dancing and it did not go well. She asked me directly if I was still waitressing (she obviously had suspicions) and I said no. It all went downhill from there. She called me a piece of trash and is telling my Dad too.
I guess honesty is NOT the best policy. Hey Mom, I'm a stripper cause I fucked my life up beyond repair when I was younger because I was a drug addict who went to jail several times and I CAN'T GET A REAL JOB. I tried doing the right thing by going to college only to realize that even though I had that degree NO ONE WOULD HIRE ME.
I'm doing what I need to do to survive. And it just so happens that I like my job.
I really hate life sometimes.![]()



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Virgoamm. I feel your pain. I have 2 English degrees, and here in Florida, it's much the same. No one in the world wants to hire someone with a Master's in English, but if you have a BA in business, you're good to go for a day job making double what I am as a secretary! (True enough for folks in my day job...girl behind me makes $40K a year, I make $25K. Of course she only works one job though!)

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