ever get that feeling that for every two steps you take forward you're taking one back?
i've been so fucking broke and under so much financial stress for the last few weeks and this week i FINALLY think that shit is sorted out and i can get my bills up to date and everything will be okay...
and then being the fucking idiot that i am, i go and somehow lose $100 cash. i have no idea where it went, or what i did with it, but it is gone. i have searched my house and my car. it is gone.
i am so fucking upset and so mad at myself that i just want to scream and cry. i seriously feel like this is the straw that broke the camels back and i am about to have a complete and utter meltdown.
i'm swamped with bills, my rent is late, and my poor kitten is shitting out yellow mucus all over my fucking house and i just don't have the money to take her to the vet.
everything is fucked and i don't know what to do.


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Stripping has been shit money for me lately, and the stupid board of nursing is taking forever to issue me a temporary license and I can't work until I get it issued so I know how you feel too. Hang in there!



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