Okay let's start off with some background information.
This is my myspace: www.myspace.com/lil_miss_kabuki
This is my friend's myspace: www.myspace.com/raiven_isthar
She call herself the ugly friend. I try to cheer her up and help her out by passing guys that I'm not interested in her way. Heck, I know she has a few hygiene problems that I have been hinting that she needs to work on. ALso she's kida butch when we hang out, but that's because she started becoming very protective of me when I was pregnant with my son.
I try very hard to help others, but in the past I have nearly lost everything. I don't want to risk anything now because I am starting to suffer from chronic back pain.
I read her blog yesterday to see how she was feeling and this is what I got.
This is the blog post.
In the last couple of days i've noticed a lot of stuff happening. Somethings bug me but others i find just sad. I've been hanging out with a friend of mine for the last couple of days and compared to her i'm the ugly ducking. I know it's not her fault but people notice her haloed in a glowing light and i'm stuck sitting in the shadows. But its ok i'll get over it. Ok so here's what i find sad about what's happened in the last couple days. I'm still single and i hate that, i've actualy put myself out there with a few people only to be shot down and asked 'hey what's up with your friend is she single?' :-| wouldn't that put a slight damper on ones selfesteem? Any way thing at work will hopefully go alot better come monday. But damn it august isn't coming fast enough. ;-) well i'll try to keep everone updated. Ja ne
What should I do? I want to help, but I can't spread myself too thin.



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but I was upset at the time of the first posting and I rather apologise about what I say later on in the thread so that others know what we are reffering to.

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