I have developed an annoying pattern of behaviour.
I make plans with friends and I usually break them. When it comes time to do whatever we planned I just don't feel like it. It's not that I dont like the friend or that I don't care, it's just that when it comes time to catch up I'd prefer to be at home.
I don't know what my problem is. I think I'm getting worse with my introversion. I know my friends will get sick of this eventually and I'll end up with no friends. Part of me is bothered by that and the other part thinks "well at least I won't have to do anything".
I'm not depressed I just think I'm lazy and often tired. The only thing I can be bothered doing is working and sleeping. It doesnt leave me much energy for anything else. Actually dancing pretty much drains my energy.
It's the same with my training sessions with my trainer at the gym. I always get the urge to cancel my sessions because I can't be bothered.
This sucks.
Does anyone else have similar problems?




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. We went out saturday tho, once we get going we do really well for a while and then just drop off the face of the earth for awhile.
puts me in a better mood afterwards thus the reason I go more often than not.


That is one screwy person! Just because you do not have children does NOT mean you don't have a busy life. Plus there is the cost of fuel these days and the time it will take to commute to her place. Wow. Way to go to be understanding! She doesn't really 'sound' like someone to have in your life if she isn't more than happy to come to a compromise. What her "other friends" do is of no concern to you, if she valued your friendship then she would make it work. That's all there is to it.

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