Argh, so:
I found a club that looks pretty promising and auditioned there and got a response that translates to "You're too fat, but I'll hire you anyway if you really want." Argh! I know I'm not *that* fat, just sort of borderline, but lighting that makes my skin look pasty makes my tummy stick out (too much blacklight!) and now I'm all discouraged. They wanted to give me a day shift tomorrow, but the fees were high and I don't think I'm looking good enough to pull my usual blood-from-a-stone hustle, which I used to have refined to an art. :-(
I'm just feeling discouraged. I'm not sure I *can* get more in-shape than this without dancing regularly. My size isn't bad, it's that I'm squarish and have a pooch.
Just... bleh.
Maybe I'll try Niteflirt.




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