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    Default For the love of Jeebus,Why do I want to go back so bad??

    I've not really worked a whole night since Nov.1st this past year for various reasons everything from burnout to not actually needing the money to it just not being worth my time. I hang out at my old club at least twice a week and I know that the majority of girls are not banking anymore but damn it I miss the stage sooo much.

    I actually tried to go back to another smaller club back in January where I knew some people at(and the nightime manager wanted me to come work with him) and the GM there was my old manager at another club like 8 years ago and he does not like me cause I wouldn't fuck him and flat out told him so. Regardless when I went in Jan to inquire about coming back he said "We don't need you here. We send to "older girls" to the sister club to "slum it". So anyway,I basically told him thanks but no thanks as I wasn't doing it because I had to but just because I wanted to. Everyone said I should have went above his head and called the owner as I worked in his clubs for years but I'm just not that girl. So anyway,even though I knew it wasn't me,subconsciously I felt old and disgusting and I just started eating and got in to a complete funk. I managed to gain 20 pounds and get completely out of shape. So Yay me!!
    Anyway,as of the last month I finally got sick of being a tub of goo and started eating right and working out and people are really noticing. I know I still have a way to go but I'm not giving up. My husband is cool with me working 1 night a week just for the release and exercise and my love of dancing and the big club in town asks me to come back every week.
    I don't know what to do-I still have at least a month till I will feel comfortable enough to take off my clothes in front of a crowd but I think I may give it one last go around.
    Are there any other stage junkies out there that love it like I do?

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    Default Re: For the love of Jeebus,Why do I want to go back so bad??

    Sorry, I'm not a stage junkie. I actually could care less about the stage, and who is up there to tip on it..but I may be in the minority here.

    It sounds like you miss the attention that the stage and bright lights bring...You have an itch you can't scratch. Go in, audition/get hired get on the stage a few times...it may be just what you needed.

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    Get a sexy outfit that flatters your figure. I wanted to wait to go back until I had lost a little weight, but you know what, I just went in and it didn't even matter. There are lots of girls who are stick thin on stage. Just go do your thing.
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    Default Re: For the love of Jeebus,Why do I want to go back so bad??

    The stage may be the one thing I miss. I loved being creative in my dance moves. Instead I enrolled in a dance class in town. It satisfies that craving I have to express myself through dance. I'm also going to teach basic pole at a place here in town.

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    Default Re: For the love of Jeebus,Why do I want to go back so bad??

    Yeah,I wouldn't even have to audition at our big club cause everyone running the place already knows me so that's not a problem. There are many girls there much bigger than me but I'm not them,and I know how I looked last summer and I just can't do it yet. I know I'm still a hell of a dancer,and I dance at home all the time but I just have to try it out there one more time. Maybe I'm just trying to prove something to myself. I am my own worst enemy and critic but I'm stubborn too.LOL

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    Default Re: For the love of Jeebus,Why do I want to go back so bad??

    Ajbaer,classes probably would be helpful and then I wouldn't have to deal with asshats. Don't know why I miss that place so much,most of the guys that come in are tools anyway.

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    Why not just buy your own dancer pole







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    Default Re: For the love of Jeebus,Why do I want to go back so bad??

    Cinammon,I would love to and had even planned on it since I recently ended up with a spare room but alas my big heart foiled my plans and I let our old doorgirl whom I'm friends with move in till she's on her feet.

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