Wow. In the last couple days, one of my friends emailed me to say that a friend of mine who I used to party with back in my horrible cocaine fueled days had died. I put an add on craigslist in the missed connections to ask what he was up to...(used to be my fuck buddy)....Somebody responded with this:
Hey. My friend #(*#% is dead.
The thing is, the person he mentioned was not my former fuck buddy, but another old party friend of mine. They have similar names and we used to all work together....I think the person who told me originally that my fuck buddy was dead got mixed up, or mixed up grape vine information. Still. It just really saddens me to know that he died, and I can probably guess what caused it.
I used to run with such an amazing crew of kids from the time I was 18-22. Yes, we were bad, yes we took a TON of drugs but these people were wonderful and amazing. I got out of "the scene." It saddens me to think how somebody I was so close to at one point lost their life because of it. And to think how easily I could have been in his place.





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