As a few of you know ... I've run around a bit auditioning everywhere hunting for the perfect club ... and recently I got realistic and just worked.
I'm a little down on myself right now. I had great interactions with some genuinely nice customers. I don't think one person said a single rude thing and one string of dances was particularly lovely.
And ..... I'm still feeling kind of yucky.
The contact levels where I was were not bad ( it was sensual cuddly touching, nothing that made me want to run/retch ).
I think I am just way too paranoid and touchy for this. The worst point came when I ran into a customer that works in the same industry I do in my day job. I got really paranoid about being recognized OTC and bailed an hour early. I realize now that there is probably a .001 % chance I'd see the dude again and if I'd did .... I wouldn't be wearing a stripper outfit so the chance he'd recognize me is pretty slim.
Anyway ... that's all for now. More details to come.



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This job definately isn't for everyone Carmen.




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