I'm just having a shitty day and feeling the pull of a control-trigger ED right now. My car is broken, don't know how badly yet. I just found out I owe $1100 to the IRS that needs to be paid by Oct. My husband is bitching about everything under the sun including our sex life right now (gee, wonder why my sex drive is ZERO!), and I can't seem to get back into shape as fast as I'd like.
I'm feeling useless, a failure and all around horrible. And when I get like this, all I want to do is run in the bathroom and shove my finger down my throat. (for the record, I'm not doing it--well aware of my trigger and where the urge comes from).
I need hugs. Right now is when I really miss the dressing room at work.![]()



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Oops forgot to include the hug!


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