ok here is the situation
I've parted from my boyfriend once before because I was trying to please his mother and (im crying right now thinking about this) as I let o of his hand and got on the plane it felt like my soul got ripped away I couldn't stop crying for a long time...no i cried every day for a month until I was back in his arms I love this man to death with every piece of my heart and soul and mind
this is why im willing to make this sacrifice if its whats best for him
His mother doesn't want him to be with me...well she doesn't want him to be with anyone. but really not me because I'm a strong woman unlike her but thats another story
he has a scholarship for football and his coaches want him to live w a teamate and not with me because he has used me as an excuse for missing practice which then is technically not because of me
I just dont want him to loose his scholarship because of me
lose his family because of me...you know
I really need your help in deciding what I should do
I really really really love this man but everyone around him is telling him not to be w me and i think its starting to effect him... and i dont want to be selfish so I want his heart and mind to line up and im not sure him being w me is the logical thing
I have to repeat this 1 more time as I cry...i love this man to death would give anything for his happiness and to be with him but im finding that in this situation I can't have my cake and eat it too
so do you think he should stay with me?
or leave me and come back after he takes care of school?
mind u hes not done w school till 2 more years my heart really can't wait that long :*(
I'm so confused and so is he so i need other opinions on what he and i should do please help
wait have to add this other thing...His bitch of a mother is coming to visit tomorrow aka going to probably come to my house...what do I do? how do i refrain from not putting a bullet in between the eyes of someone that I hate and that hates me and that is stopping me from getting what I want?



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now how do I act when i finally come face to face w the woman i hate and that hates me? what do i say/do?


lol j/k

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