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    Default I am so freaking nervous.

    In 3 hours....I will be leaving to go work at a club I haven't danced at in over a year. I haven't danced since May 14th, almost 2 months! I've gone tanning, toned up a bit and lost some weight, I have my dance bag packed and everything, wrote out a list of music for the DJ... but I'm still freaking out. My heart is racing and I can't stop freaking out.

    My main source of concern is that I have to sneak around to go to work, because i'm at my parents. They think i'm going to waitress at a nightclub, I'm most worried about getting my dancebag from my room to my car, I'm really hoping they're not home when I leave, because why would I be bringing a bag to go waitress? I can't even think of a good excuse for it. It's just a small backpack.. but still. Maybe I could say I might stay at a friends if I'm too tired to drive home??

    I'm super anxious because I'm scared of getting caught. I danced for a month last year living with them and didn't get caught- and I was a clumsy newbie dancer and horrible at hiding my stuff...so I should be an EXPERT now.. but I'm still freaking out. ugh.. and I'm freaking out about dancing on the stupid runway stage, and i'm freaking out about driving there b/c it's a long drive and i fucking hate driving.


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    Default Re: I am so freaking nervous.

    Hey there.....calm down babe. You'll be fine on the stage, you'll be fine driving, and as long as you're smart about it you shouldn't have to worry about getting caught. Try to think about how awesome it will be to have some independence and security of your OWN money, and turn that anxiety into excitement!! I'm pretty envious of you actually....I'd love to dance again every once in awhile, but it's just not an option right now. Let us know how it goes, ok?

    Oh, and the line about staying with a friend just in case is a pretty good one.
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    You'll be fine.

    Maybe you should take your bag to your car and stash it in the trunk when your parents aren't paying attention??

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    Default Re: I am so freaking nervous.

    they have an extra key to my car and i'm paranoid that they're going to go look in my car for something and find the bag.

    but that's probably an irrational fear, and i probably should just go put it in the trunk.

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    Default Re: I am so freaking nervous.

    don't worry about the "runway stage". when i came to the club i'm at now (2 years ago) i had only worked clubs with poles previously. i was SO thrown off by the stage. i was like "wtf am i supposed to DO?"

    but you get used to it, AND i *promise* it makes most girls (sans the ones who are content with just walking around) a better dancer eventually. you get used to dancing more in the shoes without having anything to balance yourself (the pole). also, the pole can be a sort of crutch. you'll get a more varied routine by dancing without one.

    i still wish we had one at my club, just to have -more- to do, but i can do fine without it now.

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    Default Re: I am so freaking nervous.

    yeah, i second putting the bag in your car before you leave to go to work. i know how it is to try to sneak things from your parents sometimes

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    Default Re: I am so freaking nervous.

    You'll be fine. I've been through this so many times as soon as I get there it all comes back. I promise you it's like riding a bike. You never forget.
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    Good luck!!!

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