In 3 hours....I will be leaving to go work at a club I haven't danced at in over a year. I haven't danced since May 14th, almost 2 months! I've gone tanning, toned up a bit and lost some weight, I have my dance bag packed and everything, wrote out a list of music for the DJ... but I'm still freaking out. My heart is racing and I can't stop freaking out.
My main source of concern is that I have to sneak around to go to work, because i'm at my parents. They think i'm going to waitress at a nightclub, I'm most worried about getting my dancebag from my room to my car, I'm really hoping they're not home when I leave, because why would I be bringing a bag to go waitress? I can't even think of a good excuse for it. It's just a small backpack.. but still. Maybe I could say I might stay at a friends if I'm too tired to drive home??
I'm super anxious because I'm scared of getting caught. I danced for a month last year living with them and didn't get caught- and I was a clumsy newbie dancer and horrible at hiding my stuff...so I should be an EXPERT now.. but I'm still freaking out. ugh.. and I'm freaking out about dancing on the stupid runway stage, and i'm freaking out about driving there b/c it's a long drive and i fucking hate driving.
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