i might give it up with my club. i'm done dealing with drama. my ex is most definately trying everything he can to "make my life miserable" like he said he would. the other manager told me to try and deal with it best i canand my best friend said just wait it out and it will blow over. but.. i'm done putting up a fight. its wasted energy and anything logical i say to him falls on deaf ears because he is not a logical person and does not understand logic.
i texted him to tell him i'll be there at 8 instead of 7, and he said we have to talk when i get there. no. we don't. he already tried it with the other manager and the other manager told him to give it up. so depending what he says to me im getting my stuff and peacing out.
i danced at scores back when i first started dancing 2 years ago and i already talked to the manager today and he said i can come back tonight. he's been telling me i could come back since the last time i had drama with my crazy ex. i told him i wont get there til late bc i would have to go get my stuff and then drive to baltimore and he said thats fine, he'll waive my payout for tonight.
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i havent tried a new club in a year. i used to do it every few months and i still got nervous. but then i had alcohol to calm my nerves. but ive had knots in my stomach all day from the anxiety of dealing with my crazy ex tonight, and theyre gone now that i have another option.
i havent worked at a club where i had to do more than a slightly longer version of "wanna dance?" in a year. i havent had to hustle vip or anything. and im nervous about being in a club that serves alcohol and where i did massive amounts of cocaine. but im just so OVER the drama.



and my best friend said just wait it out and it will blow over. but.. i'm done putting up a fight. its wasted energy and anything logical i say to him falls on deaf ears because he is not a logical person and does not understand logic.
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Maybe try scores temporarily, until things settle down and blow over at your club, and then come back? It sucks that he "won" by running you out of the club, but your peace of mind is more important. 



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