So, we all know how hard it is with the economy and all. I'm having a very hard time finding a legit job, which is why I'm going back to stripping (but after reading posts about the clubs in my area, I decided to put it on hold). I'm in debt, I need a new car (my car got totaled in a really bad accident) and I can't always borrow someone's car to get where I need to go. I had to move back home with my parents because of my debt and I desperately need to move out. I have been sending my resume out again and again and I always get the call back that I don't have enough office experience, even though I know all of the microsoft programs and can type like 60 wpm and have skills in customer service.
My resume consists of retail jobs, a warehouse job, and a job working at a summer program with 5-7 yr olds. I have also volunteered numerous times at the American Cancer Society. And what do I get? NOT ENOUGH FUCKING EXPERIENCE??? I'm so frustrated that I think I may need to pop a Xanax and have a few shots because every single day I wonder why I can't find a legit job when before I had no problem finding a job. So with that being said, besides stripping for xtra $$$, I have thought about porn and being an escort which I keep contemplating about even though I'm not comfortable with the idea anymore due to personal reasons (That's another story for another time)
I know I'm not the only one going through this, and I apologize for the long ass rant, but I can't take it anymore. I want to move out of state, possibly Florida again. (I lived there for 2 years) but I know that I cannot move unless I have $$$ saved up. And I can't save up $$$ because I can't find a job and the clubs here are shitty as ever. I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm losing all of the sanity that I thought I had and I'm trying to keep myself together. Why does shit have to be so hard now? I'm not a bad person and I'm very outgoing and very knowledgeable AND am very professional when I need to be and I just cannot come up with the answer. WHY???