So, we all know how hard it is with the economy and all. I'm having a very hard time finding a legit job, which is why I'm going back to stripping (but after reading posts about the clubs in my area, I decided to put it on hold). I'm in debt, I need a new car (my car got totaled in a really bad accident) and I can't always borrow someone's car to get where I need to go. I had to move back home with my parents because of my debt and I desperately need to move out. I have been sending my resume out again and again and I always get the call back that I don't have enough office experience, even though I know all of the microsoft programs and can type like 60 wpm and have skills in customer service.
My resume consists of retail jobs, a warehouse job, and a job working at a summer program with 5-7 yr olds. I have also volunteered numerous times at the American Cancer Society. And what do I get? NOT ENOUGH FUCKING EXPERIENCE???I'm so frustrated that I think I may need to pop a Xanax and have a few shots because every single day I wonder why I can't find a legit job when before I had no problem finding a job. So with that being said, besides stripping for xtra $$$, I have thought about porn and being an escort which I keep contemplating about even though I'm not comfortable with the idea anymore due to personal reasons (That's another story for another time)
I know I'm not the only one going through this, and I apologize for the long ass rant, but I can't take it anymore. I want to move out of state, possibly Florida again. (I lived there for 2 years) but I know that I cannot move unless I have $$$ saved up. And I can't save up $$$ because I can't find a job and the clubs here are shitty as ever. I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm losing all of the sanity that I thought I hadand I'm trying to keep myself together. Why does shit have to be so hard now? I'm not a bad person and I'm very outgoing and very knowledgeable AND am very professional when I need to be and I just cannot come up with the answer. WHY???
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I'm so frustrated that I think I may need to pop a Xanax and have a few shots because every single day I wonder why I can't find a legit job when before I had no problem finding a job. So with that being said, besides stripping for xtra $$$, I have thought about porn and being an escort which I keep contemplating about even though I'm not comfortable with the idea anymore due to personal reasons (That's another story for another time)
and I'm trying to keep myself together. Why does shit have to be so hard now? I'm not a bad person and I'm very outgoing and very knowledgeable AND am very professional when I need to be and I just cannot come up with the answer. WHY???
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