I just read the how much do you make a night thread or whatever and I think I'm selling myself short. Instead of going to a top club and trying to hustle, I've just been working at the shitty dive and making the kind of money that would obviously make some of you cry.
I've hustled before and never been turned away from a club. When I started and even a year later I was a top earner and had lots of regulars.
I dunno WTF has happened to me and why I don't even care anymore. I feel like I've lost my hunger. I'm going to audition at the best clubs in town tomorrow. I don't know why I settle for dives because it's comfortable and I don't have to try.
I just feel absolutely pathetic. I feel like I can't make money anymore, but it's like a self-fulfilling prophecy because I'm not even TRYING to hustle.
Eh, what to do?



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