ok so after being out of work for like 4 months due to being in love and getting married less than a month ago i was soooo excited to go to my first day at sammy's in pensacola i get there, and i feel sooo out of my element like i was a complete newbie , (im goin on 3 years of successful dancing ). and i cannot figure out for the life of me why this is, granted i was nervous but that is no excuse for me sitting in the corner all night, i rolled my eyes on stage im sure i danced like i never even heard music before. i dont think i talked to one customer the entire time i was there !. i talk about the girls who behave the way i did yesterday i exuded very little confidence or motivation so today im not at work im on stripperweb , my husband is trying to use this as a reason to quit "maybe i should try something else" but i know im good at what i do !!!! what the fuck is wrong with me!!! so if any of you girls (no newbies plz) who are good at what you do wanna tell me how to get out of this funk im in it would be greatly appreciated , and am i the only one whose ever had this happen? sorry so long lol



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