Yesterday I went to work and seen a bucket w a picture on it saying in memory of and a picture of the house mom...
That was really sad and depressing
She was never really nice to me at all but I still feel very sad for her and her family. Maybe she was mean because of what she was going through in her life I'm not sure but it really broke my heart.
There were times when she would say nasty things and I'd want to cuss her ass out from here to sunday, but I never did and after finding this out I never will with anyone again its not worth it.
its best to just be nice and walk away because to have to regret treating someone bad after they die sucks (trust me I know)
I'm just running on thinking as I write because its still bothering me. No matter how mean someone is you never know why their being that way so don't judge them or be mean back because one day you might regret it.
Then when I went in to work the night shift at the other spot the only house mom I ever really liked was crying and I was crying she asked me why was I crying and I explained what I told you ladies to her and she started crying and said she has been feeling the same way so we talked together and cried together.
I just think its sooo sad and fucked up...I just think of all the things that happened yesterday funny things silly things good things that she missed...maybe if she could see how the girls cried and some left because they couldn't work because it really hurt them maybe she would've felt loved or at least cared about and wouldn't have done it
either way its just sad god bless her and her family![]()



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