I have to let this out before it comes out bad and on someone else. Well, this is for the only family I have which is my oldest sister and her husband. Right now I am going through a rough time and am forced to stay here. I clean her house for her and watch her kids almost every single day for her helping me out by letting me stay.
What is pissing me off is, I don't have a regular job right now. I have been looking for one for over 2 months in this town so I don't get killed with gas. I have gone back to dancing and she knows about it, she don't mind that I do it, but she won't shut up about it. Her and her husband look at me and tell me how low stripping is. They ask if I like being treated like I am by customers. They say I am at the level of a slut while stripping. It makes me so mad and hurts my feelings. I just hate how they are being so ignorant and plain out MEAN! There was a sign at a fast food restaurant that they are hiring, I would rather dance than work there by far. I know its a job and I need to do what I can do, but dancing is what I can do right now until I can find something else. They won't stop telling me how dancing is so much lower than working there at that place making $7.00 an hour, if that. What REALLY hurts my feelings and makes me mad is that they say I am not better than working there, at the fast food place. I only have my GED. People with GED's aren't educated, I am not going to find a good job. I am not going to be able to find a job better than this fast food restaurant because I am not better than the fast food restaurant. They tell me I need to get it through my head that thats what I am going to have to deal with for now.
Well I have posted my resumes online and have gotten some responses. I got a response yesterday for an assistant manager at an apartment complex in the next city. I call him and he tells me to come in for an interview. I told my sister about it and she asks why I think I am going to get that job, I only have my GED, people with only GED's don't get jobs like that. Pretty much just telling me I am not good enough for that job like she has been telling me that I am not better than fast food. Why the hell would he even email me then?
I am getting to the point that I would rather leave and stay in my car until I get on my feet than deal with being treated like this. I am seriously thinking about it and not even talking to the bitch anymore.
Sorry for this being so long, this is just for letting off steam purposes before I let it on on someone else and it turns out bad.



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good luck!

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