I noticed last night at work that on ONE side of my hips, there is an indentation, like a line that kind of looks like a scar but isn't, underneath my hip bone on the hip i don't have a tattoo. The hip that I have the tattoo on is completely smooth, the one even sticks out a bit, and it feels skinner. My other hip feels FATTER, and has a freaking indentation and can barely feel the hipbone.
WTF? Is it possible to have one side of your body be fatter? Why is there an indentation below my hipbone? I need to lose like 10 more pounds. My body has been so weird after being pregnant. I fucking hate my boobs now. They're smaller and saggier, I swear they are.
here's a picture- do you see it? Is that weird or am I just being over critical? ugh, I have a feeling losing weight will make it go away, because it's like a strange form of cellulite almost. on my fucking hip. god fucking dammit. just another thing that's going wrong with my body...
I've been bellydancing a lot and just got back into working, so I thought maybe it was because of getting more muscle.. but i've never heard of a muscle that's right there. it just looks weird. what is it? fat? im guessing it's fat.
oh and i posted pictures of my boobs before and after as well....and I HATE THEM. You can see that immediately after the abortion I still had big boobs (c cup) and there was no weird dimple thing on my hip, and in the after picture (5 weeks after) I had a weird dimple on my hip and my boobs have deflated to a B.
- the picture with the black bottoms is the "before", the green is the "after".



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