As much as I'd like to write a book to convey my emotions I won't. I'll do my best to keep this brief. One thing though. By the fact that I'm here says how much this bothers me.
1) I met a beautiful woman in a club and have had many private dances with her since February. To the tune of $10,000 dollars. I've never left feeling ripped off ever. I might be on a cloud when I leave but it feels great.
2) One night she asked that we meet for breakfast that Sunday at a joint near her. Now I don't mean it was a sleep over because from day one I've told her I have 'NO' agenda and I expect nothing from her. She's here to make money and it makes me smile and she makes me feel important.
Anyway I say sure to breakfast if she's like.
Well she calls the next day and says she's not feeling well and can't make it.
No problem and I sure hope you feel better is my answer.
3) Once again I go to the club on another day and we meet up in one of those little rooms. She tehn says ...'I'd love to go to a Red-Sox game with you ...do you think you can get tickets? But they'll need to be for an afternoon game on a day I'm not working.............Let me look into that I say but sure I'll find something. Well I get 2 tickets for an afternoon weekday game but 1st I call her and say..........you're sure you want to go ??? Don't feel obligated because we don't need to take it out of the club. I do need to know because the tickets are $300.00 for the pair. Yes Yes I really want to go she says...............OK THEN..............It's done.
Guess what 2 days before the game I stop by the club and when I ask her how where do we meet on game day....she says...Oh No I can't go.
My simple answer is ok then I don't want you to think I'm pushing so I'll try and get rid of the tickets. (Well I don't in the end.....My Loss).
4) I'm going to Foxwoods (A Casino in CT) and I tell her the company I work at is taking us there for dinner and an over-nite. She says ,,,,, Oh I really want to come and meet you there in your room. My answer is .. I don't expect you to do that ...I have NO agenda...remember. That's far for you to drive anyway. I then say... But I'd love to come back to the club and see you so maybe I'll get a room in town (Providence RI). She says great and I'll come back to the room but I might bring a friend.... My answer then is sure you can ...what ever makes you feel comfortable but I really don't expect anything from you ...maybe a hug & a kiss (like at the club). Now she ways but you need to get a nice room ....sure No Problem...... I get a VERY nice room for that evening. I drive to the club... have some (MANY) private dances with her $600.00 worth. At 2:00 am she says ok go back to the room and give me a call in 15 minutes..OH yes give me the extra room key.
I do what I'm told and she then tells me......oh honey I can't come.
I think that'll give you a flavor... so what's up with this woman and more importantly 'WHY'.... ?????
I did go to the club today and told her I wanted to talk with her but later as I was with her friend....she made it so I couldn't talk with her so I left.
Maybe I shouldn't care but I'm weak and I guess needy so I do care at least for an answer.
Thanks for listening...



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