all the money i have made from stripping has been used up in some unfavorable way.
i began thinking about this because today i totaled my brand new car that i spent every last dime on. i literally have had it 4 days. its beyond repair and im out of money, so im just done driving
phones breaking, shoes breaking, eviction notices, unexpected additions to bills, medical bills
i started dancing to get ahead, but thats just not happening
on top of that my mom found out i was dancing, so ive had to lie everytime i go to work
(which is going to be a hell of alot harder without a freakin' car "why did you take a cab home if you were just out with your friends?")
im starting to feel like i am being punished for working in this industry.
i love my job, im good at it, and i make good money, and i feel like i cant continue because of all the bad karma it brings
i am a good person, and i never do things to hurt people so i dont understand why all this is happening to me. its more than a coincidence by now.
whats next, i fall off the stage and break something? i would not be surprised.



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