Yes, he broke up with me in June. But I love him like its going out of business. Yes, he's making me move out but... ow my heart. And I come home from werk to find him making out with some chick on the couch.
It made me puke. Literally.





Yes, he broke up with me in June. But I love him like its going out of business. Yes, he's making me move out but... ow my heart. And I come home from werk to find him making out with some chick on the couch.
It made me puke. Literally.
Number of times Rickrolled on stage: 6
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Marasmus ... "Ladies don't fart. They butt-laugh."
Marasmus says, "Oh no, that wasn't gas, it was merely a rectal chuckle."
Marek says, "A friend of mine got punched in the face by a dominatrix stripper about two weeks ago and I thought of you."




awww hugs paige!! i can't offer you any advice because my heart is still trying to heal too. but i give you muchos hugs (and kisses, if welcome teehee)
drop kick his face.
if it makes you feel any better my ex from 3 years ago just got married and i still love him even though hes a piece of shit.
Well u either got to fight for him or just move on. either way u can find some more lovin.
Ugh!! He is just beyond rude... is there any way you could get out of there a little bit sooner? It seems to hard to do, but still, just wishful thinking...
I mean, if you guys live together still, I dunno... just basic respect at least! Geez!
I dislike guys so much right now... Do not show this guy any more appreciation for anything, just disconnect yourself from him the best you can. After all the anger, sadness, (and sickness) is acceptance. It's not as far away as it seems.
There's only so much you can learn in one place...
The longer you wait, the more time that you waste.





I will kick his ass for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy."





Number of times Rickrolled on stage: 6
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Marasmus ... "Ladies don't fart. They butt-laugh."
Marasmus says, "Oh no, that wasn't gas, it was merely a rectal chuckle."
Marek says, "A friend of mine got punched in the face by a dominatrix stripper about two weeks ago and I thought of you."



Aw, you are so cute though! It sucks, I knowI just broke up with my ex two weeks ago. But really, you're really pretty- Go out! Meet someone! Have fun! I have no doubt that you'll have trouble finding another one.
awww, I'm sorry. That sucks in the worst kind of way. It's like rubbing it in that he broke up with you. What a douche. I'd do anything you can to move out ASAP.





I haven't been actually single since.... egads I dunno... 2000? Between feeling completely out of my element, I still love him. I don't see me dating again for a long time.
Number of times Rickrolled on stage: 6
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Marasmus ... "Ladies don't fart. They butt-laugh."
Marasmus says, "Oh no, that wasn't gas, it was merely a rectal chuckle."
Marek says, "A friend of mine got punched in the face by a dominatrix stripper about two weeks ago and I thought of you."
I'm the same exact way. I really want to get out of here now, but it's somewhat irrational. I always compromise - get another job but borrow money and move out, something like that. Then irrational and rational win!
Or instead of October, aim for September! There we go, compromise... (should not post when this tired, I hope this still makes sense tomorrow)
There's only so much you can learn in one place...
The longer you wait, the more time that you waste.





Maybe he is making sure you know he wants you to know that it is finally over and he wants to get on with his life. Apparently he feels no remorse for ending it. That is the hardest thing, when both people don't feel equally that it is over. But it sure seems to be. I don't think is beneficial for you to get angry; better to use your emotional energy to get a different place, even temporarily.
I loved going to strip clubs; I actually made some friends there. Now things are different for the clubs and for me. As a result I am not as happy.
Customers are not entitled to grope, disrespect, or rob strippers. This is their job, not their hobby, and they all need income. Clubs are not just some erotic show for guys to view while drinking.
NOTE: anything I post here, outside of a direct quote, is my opinion only, which I am entitled to. Take it for what you estimate it is worth.



AwwwBig hug for you.
Conducting myself in a terribly sexy fashion on and
Aww Paige I'm sorry. How disrespectful of him.
As far as the job thing goes, have you thought of doing Domme stuff over the phone like with NiteFlirt? You do it from anywhere (Ie you dont need a home phone. I only have a cell myself) and you pick your hours. If you're concerned about health stuff....it seems like it might be a good idea?





I did Niteflirt back when I had a land line. The money was ok here and there, but not dependable.
Number of times Rickrolled on stage: 6
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Marasmus ... "Ladies don't fart. They butt-laugh."
Marasmus says, "Oh no, that wasn't gas, it was merely a rectal chuckle."
Marek says, "A friend of mine got punched in the face by a dominatrix stripper about two weeks ago and I thought of you."









Maybe he's trying to send a really strong signal and this is the only way he knows how?
So, ok...let me get this straight. You need to make money to move. You have a job that doesn't pay enough...and you have an opportunity to make money (however undependable, would still be needed money) b ut you don't want to do it because it doesn't pay enough?
I don't get it. When you need money, you don't judge the source in which to get it from. You won't work a job that brings in some money, but you'll make a plea to online persons to donate money.
Am I missing something here?
It's fine to feel melancholy and all...but this is just getting way out of hand. Buck up and take some control over your life, dammit.




That not entirely fair, there's not much point spending 8 hours a day waiting for your phone to ring when it is not making you any money, when you would be better off finding a job that will consistently pay for your efforts. And NF really takes a fairly decent commitment to make it work...plus time. How ever there are other phone sex co.s that offer domination that have consistent traffic, you wouldnt make as much per hour but it would be more reliable... maybe something to consider? Still not really the sort of job you can out on your housing apps I guess. You would prob still be an independent contractor.
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Number of times Rickrolled on stage: 6
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Marasmus ... "Ladies don't fart. They butt-laugh."
Marasmus says, "Oh no, that wasn't gas, it was merely a rectal chuckle."
Marek says, "A friend of mine got punched in the face by a dominatrix stripper about two weeks ago and I thought of you."





I've really changed. Some of it was him, a lot of it... I have yet to classify. I've become very passive, very intimidated. Especially by other women. ESPECIALLY at work. I feel like the biggest loser on the planet, and I have a huge list of whys.![]()
Number of times Rickrolled on stage: 6
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Marasmus ... "Ladies don't fart. They butt-laugh."
Marasmus says, "Oh no, that wasn't gas, it was merely a rectal chuckle."
Marek says, "A friend of mine got punched in the face by a dominatrix stripper about two weeks ago and I thought of you."





i applaud venusgoddess for her post.
Well, the whole point being that there ARE money making opportunities out there and Ms. DWinter is focusing on why she can't/won't take a job that brings in money because it is not enough. Knowing that she currently has 1 job, part-time, there is 1 or 2 days that she could spend doing phone work for a few hours. If she doesn't get any calls...nothing lost. But, this whole, "Well, it's not dependable money, blah, blah, blah" just proves how much she is trying to actually sabotage herself.
I've been in the position before where I had to make x amount of dollars before a certain date. I worked a full-time job, took a job at the health club part-time (it was all they had), and then worked my ass off at the bar being a cocktail waitress.
Now, living in FL, with all the college kids going back to school...you should be able to find a good cocktail waitress job. You don't need that much experience. It brings in cash every night...and with your experience in stripping and stroking men's ego for cash, you should make a decent penny. Shit...when I was in college in NM, I made around $200 a night cocktail waitressing.
This whole, "Well, I feel really intimidated..." is just another excuse as to why you are not doing what you need to be doing. The excuses need to stop NOW or you will end up royally screwing yourself more than you have already (by allowing yourself to become completely dependant on a man).
The whole point being...stop giving excuses for why you cannot or should not do something to make money and just go make money in every avenue that you can. It's almost mid-August and you have 1 1/2 months to get your shit together. Looking at your "plea" for money on Amazon doesn't look promising, so I would suggest you really start looking at everything. Phone sex, cocktail waitressing, etc. Just do it.
Ah, Paige, you and I are so alike right now. The man's made me climb into a shell, a shell of total social anxiety.
*Laughs* Two nutcases moving in together... sounds great. We can feed off our positive recovery vibes. Something like that.
There's only so much you can learn in one place...
The longer you wait, the more time that you waste.
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