So today I went, as usual, for a walk near clubs and bars in MTL. All is great, a bit shy, as usual, here and there, thinking about myself.
When it was all over at 4am, a bunch of guys started talking to me on the street.
And I really don't like talking to guys, because this is not why I am there, and I don't know if they are gay or not, and I always wonder, why do they talk to me.
So I cut it short, turn around and walk away. Just literally, nothing said, turn around and walk away - wave "bye" smiling, and these guys scream insults me.
Well, no big deal, who cares, but it made me realize my worth. If these are the guys that are my "competition", so to speak, for women, geez, I feel sorry for women to having to deal with them, I really do. I don't want to deal with them ever again, and I only met them once and it was enough for me, and I am a guy :-)
I would never do what they were doing. And heck, they aren't even afraid of a guy!
Yeah, I am half of their height, but a guy of any height can be very dangerous noneoftheless.
I wouldn't alienate a guy ever, he could have a gun, he could be distraught or under influence, he could just find you somewhere in the dark, etc.
We are dangerous multi-level creatures, and even I, I look nice, may be even weak, but I know that I have a very tough side of me, and you don't need to be strong to do serious damage either, so they are playing russian roulette without realizing it.
And if they treat a guy this way, how will they treat a girl? Makes me scared...
Or are they only tough with smaller guys? Never mind, I can defend myself no problem, but this was a news flash for me just how degrading men can be...
Morons, honest to God.
And I just sense that this isn't an isolated incident, that there are a lot of men like that. Geez.
But it made me realize my worth after that. Just at what level I am higher than these people. And that I have nothing to worry about, if some chick would prefer them, geez, be my guest, she must be nuts, cause I have no respect for them...
I have a question, how do you ignore men when you walk out?
I apparently need some of your technique, so they would leave me alone.
I don't even look at these guys, why are they talking to me? It's still a puzzle to me.
Some are gay, yeah, but not all.
Yeah, I look great, great shirt, heavy solid metal masculine DG belt, CNC boots, pretty strong "presense"(whatever that is). Out of everybody I see, I have yet to find a man who dresses better than I do. Yet it's simple.
But my self worth is skyrocketed after that. I realized if a woman wants one of those "beings"-cause I don't want to call them "men" - they are a disgrace for men, just no comment, instead of me or a Man like me, that's fine with me. She should have them (in buckets) and leave me alone. Really like, I am so thankful for this incident. My self worth is through the roof. I have no respect for these people.
And I have a more legitimate reason to ignore them, I am not gay and I am there for girls. Anybody can understand that I am not gay.



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