I posted a while ago about wanting to move to SoCal.
Wellll in a couple of hours I am leaving NYC and flying to Orange County!
I am kinda sad, because I am leaving behind a boyfriend that I really wish a long distance relationship would work with. I really love him (despite feeling like I fell in love with another man :sighand we're going to try to work things out. But given his track record and my recent adoption of a no-tolerance policy on cheating, I feel like we're doomed the minute he's not sharing a bed with me. Sad, but true.
I'm also getting super nervous because I'm starting a new job training horses again, which is what I did before I moved the to city and started stripping. I have been ebaying and buying all new gear for the past month, and I'm really stoked to be able to be around horses night and day again- I'm living on the property in a really nice equestrian community in the OC, and I've never lived on a "farm". Its my DREAM!!
All night I've been alternating between bawling over my boyfriend and being nervous about the job.![]()
I know everything will work out, but in the meantime I've got crazy nerves! Going to go make some tea.



and we're going to try to work things out. But given his track record and my recent adoption of a no-tolerance policy on cheating, I feel like we're doomed the minute he's not sharing a bed with me. Sad, but true.
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