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I look up to people like you that one day I can do it!
awww, I'm slacking off lately.
I used to do 5-6 nights a week religiously for years! But I was making stupid money back then and it was easy to get motivated.
Now, it's really hard to get motivated for shit money. I'm glad I saved a lot of it.
because every monday night I go to the gym and grocery store.




Today is Monday, not a very strong day for our club, and it would cost me $40 to work. I've decided to go in earlier tomorrow (when it will only cost $30) and spend the remaining $10 on gas.
And I am working Wed Thurs and Fri. So I would like to save my energy and relax/recharge tonight.
because i dont work mondays.... ever
As quoted by Luckyone:
I asked directions from a genie in a bottle of jim beam and she lied to me.
Methodus saved my life!
^^^ I've found that to be a good rule.




^^ Same here. Monday is my fun day!




I have found Sundays and Mondays are the devil
as damp as a cellar. . . all mildewy I'm as damp as a cellar. . . all mildewy





Because I needed a day off after working all. Damn. Weekend.





I forgot about that! I'm cracking up thinking about it.
And by slacking off, what I really mean is that I'm only averaging about 3-5 shifts a week! Which I think is pretty standard for most dancers.



That's the main reason I've been slacking so much lately. It's hard to put any effort into getting ready or going to work when it's doubtful you'll go home with anything substantial.
Uggghhh. I took three nights off and have to go in tonight and I'm so. not. happy about it. Everything about my club has been pissing me off lately.![]()
"Lying's the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off...but it's better if you do."



Because I've been constipated for four days and my laxatives didn't kick in until an hour before I had to start getting ready for work.










Umm.... I went.... they had 20 girls on and 5 guys in the club and despite my stage dance and making rounds I didn't even make a dollar and just in case the night hadn't been enough of a disaster the owner made it very clear to me that he wanted to fuck me and that if I wasn't going to fuck him he no longer gave a shit about me.... so I decided I'd had enough humiliation for one night...





Because I had a date so I told work to stuff it and then my date cancelled.
I'm going to eat ice cream alone now.
Look like a woman
Think like a man
Act like a lady
Work like a dog
- My Great Grandmother Bessie's Recipe for Success
the club isn't open tuesday.
"Life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I've walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, in it, and above."
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Try to ditch that mentality. It held me back for months. I kept not going in to work, and I'd get depressed because I wasn't making money. Think about it this way:
If you go in and only make 100 dollars, that's STILL more than you'd make sitting at home feeling pissed. Just think about how quickly that 100 dollars will pile up every time you work. Once I forced myself to go in four days a week I felt better about myself. I stopped expecting more than 200/night, and I made that much at least, because I wasn't pissed off and losing my motivation. It also helped me stay cool when irritating shit happened. Because I wasn't stressing about earning a certain amount, I was able to just ignore most shit, and calmly report things if they bothered me enough.
Stay strong! It'll get better!
Because I am working during the day...
Actually, I haven't been working much this month. Met a new guy, did some traveling. Tonight I have a date with him, but I am working day.
I'm not scheduled today, so I am going to a friend's house so we can drink lots of wine and watch the episode of Mindfreak my friend and I are on.![]()
I'm retired. YAY!
"A stupid man's report of what a clever man says is never accurate because he unconsciously translates what he hears into something he can understand." - Bertrand Russell
"It's just a matter of people having low self esteem and being way too easily offended." -Random Guy on a Internet Forum
In other words: Boo-motherfucking-hoo
Im finally moving into my new apt!! the rest of this month is free too so I want to hurry up.... working tommorrow though....
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