
Originally Posted by
Sophia_Starina
I have a massive inferiority complex and tremendously low self esteem. I struggle with feeling unworthy on a daily basis. Especially when I'm in a wealthier area. I feel as though everyone knows I don't belong there... like they know I'm not one of them.
The word I use most often is "sorry" I probably say it 100 times a day. If I go to a fancy store, I have a full blown panic attack. I actually dislike restaurants with good, attentive service..... I feel like I'm not good enough to be waited on. Like I'm "beneath" everyone.
When it comes to work, I avoid wealthy looking customers, guys in suits, etc. It's ass backwards... the complete opposite of what I'm supposed to be doing. But I feel like I'm not good enough for them and that they'll be offended if I ask them for a dance.
Yeah, I know... it's a little crazy....
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