I just got home from work (I work at a theme park-- going into dancing in a few weeks *SICK OF THIS MINIMUM WAGE BS*) and one of the employees have never liked me for some odd reason ---- jealousy I should say.
Anyways, I was walking out of the employee's locker room and the girl that hates me was with another girl and a guy in the hallway towards out of the employee lockers. While walking out as usual, I simply ignore her presence. Then this dumb bitch throws a gatorade bottle cap at the back of my head while I was walking out.
I stopped, thinking that I accidently kicked the cap and it hit me some how but when I looked back this stupid girl was like,
"OMG! I MEANT TO THROW IT AT MY FRIEND!"
?
The girl she was with was literally 2 feet away from her while I was about almost 15 feet walking away when this happened.
My first impulse was to say "WHAT THE FUCK!?" but I felt that I didn't want to show her much of me so I simply said,
"Very mature you guys"
and walked off.
I don't respect that girl at all; ESPECIALLY not admitting to me that she meant to throw it at me.
It has ALWAYS been an issue with me interacting with african american girls (which she is).
Not that I don't want to talk with them but they just automatically hate on me for no reason(I'm mixed but I'm mocha complected, giving people the right to call me black---but COMPLETELY different from their lifestyle, accent, looks, etc.)
All other races I've encountered have always told me straight up that I'm very pretty and only RARELY I get it from black girls.
I'M ALWAYS NICE TO THEM GODAMNIT!!!
I talked with my boyfriend about it but he said it's most likely because I'm just prettier than them but I don't see how someone could dislike me that much without me saying a WORD to them.
I know I DEFINITELY can't let this get to me since dancers are 20X more cattier and I'm not staying at this job for long but I'm just in a confused un-upsetting WTF? feeling right now.
I've always had girls not like me in highschool & middle school for no reason just because I'm pretty but fuck, enough is enough already.
It just sucks MAJOR balls.
Sorry about the write, I'm just pretty moody about what happened.![]()
I need a hug.![]()




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