Ok, thats a little dramatic but sometimes I feel as though becoming an entertainer has made me take a less aggresive stance in persuing my other career goals. I still have another very part time side gig that helps me stay in touch with what I really have a passion for but....sometimes I think that if I wasn't able to be an entertainer, either I was too ugly or fat or it was against my morals....I would have no choice but to hit it hard and look for a good paying job. I still will have to do that at some point but since at this point I AM making a good income dancing, for the most part I enjoy it and still have ample time to be with my husband and daughter I keep putting it off ....Basically, I know that many women do make a career out of stripping and stay with it into thier late 30's, but thats not for me. I guess I feel stuck between thinking I'm living in the moment and doing whats best for me and my family right now, and thinking damn maybe I'm spending my best years popping my ass in stripclubs when I should be trying to find my true calling.![]()



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