Ok, I think today was my last day of stripping...I had a horrible day. It was insanely slow for about 4 hrs...then a group of guys came in...I did my set, I got tipped pretty well...talked to a guy who I thought was going to buy me a drink, but instead groped and grabbed every inch of me...when it was time for me to do my 2nd set, I'm dancing, doing my floorwork, and the next thing I know, I feel something wet on my ass. This guy threw his drink on me...And when I asked him why he did that, he said "I wanted to see some Henny run down that fat ass."...WTF??? Are you serious??? Then after, he pulls out a bunch of 20's and tells me that he wants to give them to me but only if I do something for him...and I said no because I refuse to do anything sexual for $$$.
So he says he will be back before my shift is over...and I say fuck it. I'm leaving early. Then, one of the girls blamed me because she wasn't getting tips. When I was trying to hustle another guy, she was on stage and didn't make any tips. And I got fucking blamed for it. I got pissed and told her, "Have you ever thought that maybe they just didn't like you?" I know that was mean for me to say, but I was already pissed, I was tired, hot, and just having a really shitty day. So we started arguing, then me and the bartender got into it because she's asking me why I didn't tell her about the guy, and I told her by the time I was going to tell her, he had already walked out the door, so I didn't even see what the point was. I almost got into a fight with another girl because she also blamed me for the girl that was on stage and why she didn't get any tips. But I kept my cool because she is pregnant...
Overall, I think we all were just pissed because it was a shitty day. But today was like the last straw for me...getting a drink thrown on me really did it. It took all I had in me not to jump on him and beat him across the face. I'm normally not a violent person, but it really came out today. I'm starting to think that this business isn't cut out for me. I can't hide my feelings when I'm upset, I'm super emotional, and I just can't do it anymore.
Am I over exaggerating...or do you really think its time for me to say fuck it?



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Kamryn
Awww...thanks.
fuckin jerk

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