I know every time I talk about my man it's always wondering if he isn't interested in me anymore. Seriously, it's getting to the point lately where I'm ready to throw this engagement ring back in his face!
So he says he's stressed. Everyday, all fucking day. We barely have sex (maybe 2 times A MONTH) he's always so detached. I'll lay by him while he's watching tv (which is ALL he does when he's home) and I'll kiss on him or rub him and he acts as though I'm not there. Doesn't look at me, doesn't smile, no reaction. So I just get up and huff out of the room. And he doesn't call me back to the room either. I could stand in front of him spread eagle and he'll tell me to move out of the way of the tv. I go to the store and remember something that he had wanted and buy it for him and all I get is a half ass "thanks." I get him food when he doesn't ask for it. In other words I do little things for him because I love him and want to please him. He doesn't even care. He basically ignores me. I don't fucking understand! He was like this before we got engaged too. He keeps saying he's stressed. When isn't he stressed??!! And to make things worse in my eyes is the fact that on the weekend we both work at the same club, well when we get home and he's drunk, that's when he'll get affectionate. Um, so he can only love me when he's trashed?? I'm so mad typing this right now.
I found anabolic steroid pills in his drawer a few weeks ago. I didn't want to mention this because I didn't want his "stress" to be based around this. I was also going to ask this in the Blue because I wanted to honestly know if this is how you men act when you're done with a woman?? I'm thisclose to moving out. Opinions!!



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