so after nearly a year hiatus from teh 6 inch heels, last wednesday was my first night dancing again. new club. new state. new mindset.
it took A LOT for me to get in the club. i had excuse after excuse. from recovering from surgery, to child care, to a sprained ankle... but after those all sizzled down. there wasn't anything holding me back, except for my own anxiety.
so i sat in the parking lot of said club for about thirty minutes last wednesday, i contemplated, rationalized... nearly got ready to just head home a few times, until i finally just got my ass in there. it felt like the first time. my heart was pounding. sweaty palms. red cheeks. the works.
but as soon as is stepped inside, but fears & anxiety seemed to vanished. not for any paticular reason, but i suppose by courage just took center stage & there i was hustling, dancing & actually happy that i was there making money. much, MUCH more money than i had anticipated. i also got the pleasure of meeting Holiday & Needtodance... two very hot, sweet ladies.
i'm back in the game. & i'll be here for a while. :-)



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