Hi, I am new to the site and I love this place! It is all so helpful. I thank the creator(s) of it!![]()
Anyway, down to business...
I am attempting to get a dancing job for the first time this weekend and I have a "patch" of scars on my outter right thigh. They are not very dark, but they are raised and very "shiny" on my transluscent skin.
I have been in SC stage lights before (a friend who was a dancer asked me to go on stage with her and "have fun" since it was my birthday)...so I got up there and did my thing and when I got down I asked asked my bf and our male friend what they had though. A comment was made that the scars were very noticable even in the dim lights.
I do not have the money to buy the Dermablend that everyone talks about right now. Maybe after I make some $ I can invest in it...
So, I am a little self concious about them now (not in general, just for dancing). They are from a few hard years in my life where I was a cutter. They are all very "perfect" (a showing of my OCD lol) and symetrical and in a square and stuff.
I know not tooo many guys would understand right away what they are from...but for those who do...I am nervous as to what to say.
And even for the ones who don't get it, I have no clue how I could "make up" a cool story for them. They are so precise and smooth that I don't think some "I was in a accendent" would really work and I don't know of any surgery that would cause 20-40 1"-4" scars in a 5x5" square area?
Any ideas for a story I could use until I can cover them better?
The place I am aiming to work is only topless so and ideas for a clothing "coverup" that would still look sexy and show my "assets"?
Any and all help would be loved! Thanks! =^.^=
On another note, I am not big on using makeup to cover them, I am not ashamed of them or anything, I just don't want them to be distracting and not have an "excuse" for them. I am not very comfortable telling some strangers about my past cutting and seem like I had a "troubled past" and throw off potential customers you know?
Thanks!!!!



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