I'm going to construct a god damn makeover. How? By somehow making my looks and myself and fucking priority.
Now, I need to get my bedroom ..well started (because I don't have one) and a kitchen table and chairs. So that's an easy 3 g's to finish my home.
BUT God damnit I look like shit. And I ain't having it anymore. And I feel guilty over wanting clothing and a hair cut. But nope no mores I swear.
I've had a rough ...month and with a move and adjusting the kids to homeschool (we are still lacking materials due to the shipping dept) I have not been able to work. I could work but then these weird tests they've had to do and homework we've had to get caught up on ..god the lists go on...I would have ended up screwing something up.
I took this on and I'll be god damned if I ruin their education.
But mommy needs a makeover.
Now I know I've complained about it like ..it was a job on here. I complain a lot. And I came to terms that there is NOTHING wrong with doing shit for yourself.
I've made an appointment for a consult (more so I can check this girl out) to get fusion extensions again. I look awesome with em' and I want the volume and change. So she does them out of her home, and charges basically 700 bucks. That's hair included. not bad at all. She can get the hair within 5 days fed ex if I go through with it (which I will)
So I'll get a trim (I'm staying red btw) and I'll work all week by somehow managing to get the kids on a routine now that the state testing that was required is complete.
Then somehow I will get this perfume that I seriously don't want to be without. It's rare, expensive and I swear to god if a unicorn had a smell it would be this perfume. It's 200 dollars right now.
Clothes shopping with 600 bucks being my budget.
I am getting botox I don't want to look stuck but this 30 bullshit is bothering me. So botox it is. I have no idea on cost..someone chime in.
I'm getting my laughlines filled in, nothing I can do about under my eyes I guess without cosmetic surgery. So lip plumping i will do.
I'm guessing total cost of 500 for the fillers.
And damnit a personal trainer 2 days a week.
Total cost: 2400 is my budget that includes a tip to the chick doing my hur.
I know it seems excessive but grand total with the 3 g's needed for my house...2400 for myself and another 3 grand on bills and kids winter clothing...
I come up with :le sigh: 8,400.
One step at a time. So I'm going to push myself to get this shit done before Oct. 5th.
Does anyone else have a makeover overhaul wish/want who would like to join me virtually in on it? No one else is going to spoil my fucking ass. I've come to this conclusion. That shit is called a fantasy for a reason. I'd like to track my progress but I think it would be fun to find someone else who hasn't done much for themself lately either and wants to try a new look.
Any takers?
I'm going to post before and afters as I go. I've never had a personal trainer or worked out in a gym. So I'd like to track my results. It would be far more fun to do this with someone else.
Also a new eating plan now that I'm NOT dealing with my ED or drugs![]()
I'm going to reward myself by god. My entire last year has been a progression to a better life, relationships with people and a stronger family unit.
I know that feeling attractive will make me feel better. I'm sick of wearing sweats and rewearing clothing..
Damnit who's in? I'm going bump this up and update it to MAKE myself accountable.



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So don't let that stop you. I'm throwing digits around because I like making lists with numbers. lol that's just one of my quirks and it also pushes me to EARN something.




Experiment with new makeup looks for fall, esp the darker lips trend.
I need a sugar daddy! It sucks because I obsess about this stuff a LOT. I'm really not satisfied with my appearance and I think about plastic surgery on a daily basis and how much happier it would make me to have a new nose and perkier boobs. Just don't know how to get started.

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