I truly believe in an after life. My grandma and grandpa have both spoken to me after they passed. It's a beautiful thing and you don't need to feel weird about it or scared.
I truly believe in an after life. My grandma and grandpa have both spoken to me after they passed. It's a beautiful thing and you don't need to feel weird about it or scared.
Drought was over. Where was I? Drinks were on the house.
For mixers, my love, you'd poured--what?--even the rain.




It's nice to hear these stories of loved ones "checking in" after they pass on.
No you are not crazy, and it's not all "in your head".





It's so great for everyone to share their stories!
The thing that made this so difficult for me is the last few months of his life. He got shot in the leg while stitching up some guy in Baghdad and he came home on convalescent leave. Of course I was so happy to have him back even though he had been hurt, he was my war hero boyfriend! But he told me he dreamed that God or an angel came to him and told him he needed to go back to Iraq when he was better, and that he wasn't coming home. And he had his mind set on going back to save the lives of his buddies (he was a medic).
It freaked me out that he felt that way, and I was not as much of an adult as I thought I was. Instead of doing the honest thing and ending things right, I stopped taking his calls when he went back to Ft. Hood. His step dad even came to my work with a letter from Taylor and I fucking hid from him! A few months later he shipped off and not even a month later he was killed.
In my dream, he was so happy and he told me he wasn't mad about that. When I found out he had died, I didn't even cry. I was sad and shocked, but I guess when I got freaked out about him going back, I found a place to lock in all my feelings. But the other morning when I woke up from that dream, all those feelings had no place to go but out my eyeballs.
I think I've finally had my chance to mourn him, and I really think he did talk to me in my dream. It actually feels good to discuss it instead of keeping it inside. And there will always be a place in my heart for him. I hope he visits again.
I was looking online for his obit and found the sister of one of the soldiers whose life he saved made him a myspace:
Aw, (at Prettycurlie's Post)
I do have several family members and friends who have served in war zones. Some people don't approve of supporting armed forces but one has to accept that life is not easy to understand. A LOT of these people feel they are doing a good thing and most do benefit from it in a good way.
On the general topic of spiritual enlightenment, I mostly keep my beliefs to myself now. No two people will ever 100% agree on their interpretation of intangible things.





Does anyone watch "Ghost Whisperer" in CBS, Friday nights? (related topic)
I loved going to strip clubs; I actually made some friends there. Now things are different for the clubs and for me. As a result I am not as happy.
Customers are not entitled to grope, disrespect, or rob strippers. This is their job, not their hobby, and they all need income. Clubs are not just some erotic show for guys to view while drinking.
NOTE: anything I post here, outside of a direct quote, is my opinion only, which I am entitled to. Take it for what you estimate it is worth.
Ok so I suppose I'll share this. I've been really stressed lately over financial and health issues. Had surgery Mon. This morning as I was waking up I CLEARLY felt someone holding my hand. Felt their fingers intertwine with mine and heard a voice saying "C...everything will be fine".
I saw in my peripheral vision the shadowed outline of a man, but when I turned my head it was gone and so was the touch.
Somehow...I just know it was my grandfather who died before I was born. It wouldnt be the first time he's come to watch over me...my mother tells the story of how when I was an infant she felt him behind her leaning in...she held me out so he could see me..he lingered for a moment while I was completely calm and my eyes were focused behind her...then he was gone.
You have got to watch this video "The day I died". The best one is the last chapter where this lady that has been blind her whole life and have had a near death experience. She saw light for the first time. I find this video very comforting knowing that when we physical die, conscinously we continue.
Did you guys see the Oprah episode on past life regression?? It was AMAZING!!!







Terminal Frost by Pink Floyd. This song always makes me think of a spiritual release.... from the human body.
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"A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort." -Herm Albright
"Rather fail with honor than succeed by fraud." -Sophocles
"A stripper takes off her clothes; she does not have to take off her dignity."
-One of Indie's Girlfriends
Again I don't wish to discuss my personal experiences further. BUT I have to say these things have given me the peace and tranqulity to go through life sucessfully and very content with everything. I don't get frustrated, angry, hurt or depressed like I used to......I FEEL that things will be OK and they are.
I wish everyone could have this peace of mind...The world would be a happier place.





^^ Yes. That is what the executive producer does. The show is largely about his beliefs and experiences. But in subsequent seasons it seems to have spread out into areas he hasn't personally delved into. Funny that no one talks about it but it is a popular show. I suppose it's hard to start a conversation about.
I have never experienced it. I surely don't understand it, and don't really think it is possible (being a scientist), but the topic does have great interest for me.
I loved going to strip clubs; I actually made some friends there. Now things are different for the clubs and for me. As a result I am not as happy.
Customers are not entitled to grope, disrespect, or rob strippers. This is their job, not their hobby, and they all need income. Clubs are not just some erotic show for guys to view while drinking.
NOTE: anything I post here, outside of a direct quote, is my opinion only, which I am entitled to. Take it for what you estimate it is worth.





The show was developed by Spiritual Medium James Van Praagh; that's all I really know about the production.
I loved going to strip clubs; I actually made some friends there. Now things are different for the clubs and for me. As a result I am not as happy.
Customers are not entitled to grope, disrespect, or rob strippers. This is their job, not their hobby, and they all need income. Clubs are not just some erotic show for guys to view while drinking.
NOTE: anything I post here, outside of a direct quote, is my opinion only, which I am entitled to. Take it for what you estimate it is worth.





Yeah, it was pretty fun... but my sixth sense was becoming so strong it started to scare me. I decided to give it all a rest and let God do his thing instead... And I ALWAYS go with my gut!
Same with my cousin. I consider him my Guardian Angel. He has changed my life forever... and I take my experiences as true miracles, and of course, gifts from God.
This dude studies afterlife and has post videos about his theories about it.
http://www.youtube.com/user/victorzammit
Wow, now I understand even more why you and C love Halloween so much, touching.
My father visits me in dreams, it's not like normal dreaming, it is totally lucid. I've had entire conversations with him. In fact he hasn't come to say hi in awhile, the last time I "talked" to him he said he had been busy. I hope I see him again soon.
Also I'd like to add, I'm not really scared of dieing. In a twisted way I kind of look forward to it because I know I will be able to see him again.





What if, as portrayed in Ghost Whisperer and in some of the thoughts expressed here, that when you pass on, you encounter others who have gone on before you. and even though they love you, they have been AWARE of your lifestyles. Would that not be embarassing to many of us????
I loved going to strip clubs; I actually made some friends there. Now things are different for the clubs and for me. As a result I am not as happy.
Customers are not entitled to grope, disrespect, or rob strippers. This is their job, not their hobby, and they all need income. Clubs are not just some erotic show for guys to view while drinking.
NOTE: anything I post here, outside of a direct quote, is my opinion only, which I am entitled to. Take it for what you estimate it is worth.





^They are aware. They're AlWAYS aware.










Good 0ne, Mily. LOL But how's it relate to this?
I loved going to strip clubs; I actually made some friends there. Now things are different for the clubs and for me. As a result I am not as happy.
Customers are not entitled to grope, disrespect, or rob strippers. This is their job, not their hobby, and they all need income. Clubs are not just some erotic show for guys to view while drinking.
NOTE: anything I post here, outside of a direct quote, is my opinion only, which I am entitled to. Take it for what you estimate it is worth.





^I've always wondered about that. Like we say so-and-so is watching over us, but really it would be awkward if they're watching us like masturbating and on the toilet and picking our nose, and being jerks, ya know? I don't think it's like that. I think they've got to be busy enjoying the freedom of no worries of any of the negitivity we experience daily. They're just free, you know? And I think they come to us when we're ready and when we need them, not just at random times.
Listen to me going on about visits from spirits, and last week I was tripping and thinking I was insane!





Just reiterating the idea that 'they' are always around, LOL.
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