"you're so hot. you must make so much money."
"lol. sure/not really (more often, i'm honest). wanna dance?"
"no thanks"
i have real conversations with guys, though. i'm not a wannadancer, but that's the gist of conversations i have with custies lately.
tonight, i did one single dance. the guy then got a room with another girl. then he asked me out. wtf? really?
i didn't break even.
i feel so fucking hideous.
if i had a camera, i'd post some pictures and hope for honest responses, but i don't even make enough money stripping to have extra for a 100$ camera. that's pretty fucking bad. i guess that should answer that.
and it hasn't been that bad. there are plenty of girls who make good money at my club, and plenty more who make enough that i'd be happy to make it. yet, i make shit. when i go onstage, guys don't even look. they sit at the stage and watch commercials.
help! it only takes one guy to make a girls night...but halfway through the night, i just want to punch every customer i talk to. seriously, just tear em up. i don't, of course. but i'm sure i'm turning off a lot of guys who might actually want me.
i just want to be able to make a couple hundred dollars a night. that's all. i'd be happy with that. i'm sick of going in wondering whether i'll even make house. more and more it's been no.
somebody please say something to help. i really need to make some money.



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