my eyes are soo freaking itchy...take an allergy pill or suffer? My nose was just bleeding, maybe the allergies?




my eyes are soo freaking itchy...take an allergy pill or suffer? My nose was just bleeding, maybe the allergies?










i mess everything up. what made me think that this time would be any different?
Yep, Lily, they're just nasty.
CK, I know it's a slow death. It's very painful too. Open sores all over the body, then open sores all over the internal organs, and finally they open up all over the brain, causing pain, insanity, and confinement in a sanitarium or something until they die miserably and alone. I wouldn't wish them anything better.
I Hate The New Gm, I Hate The New Gm, I Hate The New GM!!!!!!!!!
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Ugh, violence IS the fucking answer.
^^^ I'd be happy to join you for a bit of the old ultra-violence.
Yek, those cupcakes sound awesome.
I'm so sorry K's parents are making you crazy. Best of luck. I'm sure everything will be fine. You're going to make a gorgeous bride and you'll have a beautiful wedding. Don't let his crazy parents ruin it. :-)
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I'm trying not to. Hopefully at some point over the next month I'll start looking forward to my wedding again. Right now I just want it to be over, and the thought of making wedding preparations isn't fun, it just makes me sick. Argh.
In the meantime, yes, I have delicious chocolate cupcakes. And K is making me breakfast - egg white omelet with spinach, rosemary, garlic, and white cheddar. Then we're going to the farmer's market, which always makes me happy. Hopefully that'll perk my mood up.





I just got done watching "Stepmom". Wow. That is such a sad movieI haven't cried over a movie in so long. Such a sad movie because things like that happen everyday.




~'A Seven Nation Army Couldn't Hold Me Back'~
Best of luck, Sveta! I'm stepping out of retirement this week as well, so may we both kick some ass!





im so sick and i have a fever and dayquil makes my head feel fuzzy.and i still have to work tonight bc so many girls are scheduled off and its my last night for a while. i think i'm going to cry. i always cry when i'm sick. no fun.




That's one of my favorite movies evar!
I slept 8 hours in a row!! 5:30am-1:30pm- finally. I feel so rested. I am going to work tonight, usually im one of those girls that takes off a few days after a record night, but ima change that. Even though I hate Saturdays.
Feel better britt.dont cry
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I love the way you think.
Went to the farmer's market today and it's really funny, just a couple of days ago it was still summer and now *poof* it's fall. I'm in my jacket, the sky is cloudy, and the farmer's market was all apple cider and pumpkins. I got stuff for apple butter and brandied peaches, plus some veggies to eat (including my favorite treat, purple artichokes, and some collard greens). I'll spend the rest of the day canning and sipping brandy, I think. I'm looking forward to it.
I love the farmer's market. I like to play little epicurean role plays with myself, like 'If I bought an entire pig, what would I do with every part? Yum!'





I love fall. The leaves are only just starting to turn here... that big tree off my balcony looks like it's blushing, but only on the tiny tips. Right now I'm listening to Janis Joplin, Muddy Waters, and Hank Williams while sipping a brandy punch and watching the birds at the feeder. I'm wearing my jacket in the house because I've got the sliding doors open, I'm a bit tipsy from half a brandy punch, and I'm feeling pretty mellow despite my nasty in-laws. Somehow in autumn everything is just nice and snuggly.
I think I'm definitely going to get a few of those little pumpkins at the farmer's market next week and make some spicy pumpkin butter. I'm a little bummed that I missed the fresh figs so I can't make fig preserves like I wanted, but I've got ginger-pear jam and pickled garlic and preserved lemons already, and later I'm doing roasted apple butter and brandied peaches. Next week will be spicy pumpkin butter, salsa verde, and roasted-tomato chipotle salsa. I'm looking forward to it. I love canning.



I did not miss the fresh figs. but the temptation was to great and I ate them all.
"Can we read it on the Smoking Gun? "



I love fall so much I am going to Maine to see the leaves change colors.![]()
"Can we read it on the Smoking Gun? "
That sounds nice! I've never seen fall in New England but I hear it's beyond glorious.
Now I've got flourless wheatberry bread toasted and spread with my homemade ginger-pear jam to go with a second brandy milk punch. K is so blissed out, it's really cute.
I just deleted someone's entire existence from my phone. All emails, contact info, name, everything. I have really never done that before. I usually save something, even if it's 1 text or something. Now it's all gone....it's a good thing, right??
I think I immediately felt a weight lifted. Hopefully it's not short-lived. Will this make it easier to move on? That's what I'm hoping. Forget the whole past couple of months never even happened.
I hate when I start to really like people...something always gets fucked up. I'm beginning to think it's me.
God I need a drink. Or 10.
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