Gah. So I finally called a local club to talk to them about how to get working some shifts.
They said to go ahead and come to the amateur night which is a week away (I don't think I'll have time to get ready and go tonight).
It took me so long to even get the guts up to CALL the club lol lol! I don't know why I'm so nervous about this. I think one of the main problems is, I know my family doesn't approve, so if I start working there Im going to have to hide it from them. That's whats bothering me about this, but I *really* want to do it. I'm not counting on winning the amatuer night, I know those things are rigged a lot and I don't have a lot of friends to bring with me to cheer me on, but I might be able to find a couple lol.
So I have one week. Throw some advice my way ladies. I'm already walking around the house in my favorite red pumps *the sexiest and most comfortable ones I have although they still are really uncomfortable lol* and I'm going to head to the gym right now. I'm in pretty good shape already but I've gained a little weight, which is good I just want to tone up a bit. The good thing about me is I tone up super quick so I think I can get in better shape in a week if I work at it.
I'm also a bit broken out right now, and sadly I *might* be on my period next week, but one good thing about that is my boobs are biggest during that time LOL.. also makeup should be able to cover a few zits right?
The reason I ask this, is because I feel like if I don't just DO it, I'll always be waiting.. waiting to tone up.. waiting to lose 5 pounds or gain 5 pounds of muscle, waiting for this zit to clear *most likely to be replaced with a new zit later lol* You know/..?
So it doesn't matter right? Just DO it right (Me needs to hear this)
So my plan is:
*practice
*work out
*practice
*take care of skin
*practice
*DO ITTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Id appreciate any advice, I've been reading the forums like crazy.
Oh and P.S. I did a full, 2 song set striptease here in my apartment for my "friend with benefits" last week, and he very much enjoyed my moves, so I think I have a lil swagger down, I just am so scared to do it onstage! Haha. I think I can though, it's been long enough. And if it's a terrible experience I never have to go back, right?![]()



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