So, I was at work (bank) today and I had a ton of reports to do. So, I had to make several phone calls. The two people that I work with and another co-worker were talking really loud while I was on the phone. I shouted, "Why are you always talking? Stop talking!" and a moment of undiagnosed Touret's Syndrome (that's the only way I can explain it) I said, "Why are you being so loud?! I'm gonna kill all of you..." It seemed like nobody notice or cared but I'm still stressing about it... F*ck!!! How did that slip out??? I don't have the capacity in my heart to do anything like that. I said it out of stress and being annoyed... I'm even debating not coming back to work tomorrow... How in the hell can this happen to me? Everyday, people say off-handed things, usually I don't, but something that I utterly did not mean just rolled the hell off my tongue... What do I do???![]()
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