Okay I need to vent or I. am. going. to. lose. my. mind!!!
I have this ex who I have been on and off with since high school, so almost four years now. He and I had a really intense relationship and went through ALOT together. When we first got together, he was a football player, got okay grades, had nice friends and was built and cute, not to mention he treated me like a princess. Well his best friend died in Iraq two years ago and ever since then, he and his other best friend who is still alive took a turn for the worse - unbeknownst to me, they started doing drugs, all sorts, all at once, on these huge binges. I don't even smoke cigarettes so silly me was stupidly oblivious to the signs and what was going on. Skip through the last two years, when we've been on and off since I kept catching him in lies about doing the drugs (and even selling them at a few points) and would break up with him/believe he was finally fucking clean and take him back because I loved the him I remembered.
We've been broken up the better part of this year and he moved back into town a little over a month ago. He came to my house, tried to talk to me, we had a big fight about how I didn't trust him BUT THEN I was an idiot and let his tears and his romantic speeches win me over. I should have KNOWN something was up because he lost like thirty pounds, is sickly pale and evidently lost his job and is never returning to school because he's too fucking lazy! Ever since then, I've let him stay with me at my room that I rent in a house since he has nowhere else to stay (did I mention he's mysteriously alienated his mother, father and all of his friends??). I helped him job hunt, loaned him money (which I of course never got back), treated him like a king, was super sweet and affectionate towards him, had him to my house for Thanksgiving so he could be with a family ... you get the picture.
He doesn't know I dance but he does know that I get paid in cash. Well, right after Thanksgiving I thought I had lost a hundred dollar bill. Then two weekends ago on a Saturday, I left work with my wallet that had around $400 in it from that night's work. I went straight home, went to bed and got up in the morning to take my sister Christmas shopping. When I went in my wallet...you guessed it...ALL my money gone!!! STUPID ME thinks I must have left my purse out at work and someone swiped it.
Then, I find out he went to my mom's house one day (lied to me about where he was and lied to her, saying I knew he was over there), and when he left he mysteriously left a bunch of downstairs windows unlocked for himself. That sounded suspicious so my mom checked her jewelry and lo and behold, about $6,000 worth of jewelry is missing including the only thing I have left from my dad, the wedding ring he gave my mom and she was going to give to me on my wedding day!!!
It gets worse!! We knew he lied about being over there, but my mom thought the house cleaner could have taken her jewelry. Now, in the past two days, my poor roomates got dragged into this fiasco! One of them is missing about $300. They had their friend over last night who left her purse in the open and promptly discovered the contents, $200, missing this morning. The guy roomate had his PSP and all the games taken as well as his expensive set of tools. Oh and the cherry on top?? We didn't know about the roomates shit missing til tonight when my ex was over and told me he needed to have a cigarette. He stepped outside my room and shut the door behind him; I assumed he went outside until my girl roomate banged on my door to tell me that she had just come home to find her door to her room closed (she'd left it open) and the door to her bathroom closed (same deal). She was confused and opened the bathroom door to find my FUCKING EX hunched down in her bathroom with the lights off, clutching a stack of Playstation games and trying to HIDE from her!!! After she yelled at him and asked what the FUCK he was doing, he went nonchalant in the front to actually FINALLY have a smoke and was standing there looking innocent when I stormed outside to yell at him for being a fucking pig and a liar, not to mention a selfish loser!!!
When I add up all that money, it is such an astronomical amount!! And all of it is probably going up his fucking nose!!!
I. AM. SO. PISSED!!! I'm sure my roomates hate me for bringing him here! And I lost so much money, plus with December being so slow, that I literally have almost NO christmas money and am going to have to borrow money from some poor person to even be able to pay my rent!!
AGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH pleaseeeeeee someone make me feel better![]()





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no one got hurt, right?
and shut up, I don't want to talk about how I know that. Don't trust anybody! 


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