Well , thats a little harsh. I guess I don't hate my job all the time. But it seems like here lately , I hate it a lot more then I used too. I guess I just need to vent.
Stripping is hard enough , right? The money is shitty right now , which makes it worse. At least before when I had some asshole grope me , or all the drama at work got on my nerves , or my boss pissed me off , I could console myself with ''at least i'm being paid good to put up with this shit'' YKWIM?
I still have a good night once in awhile..... but it seems like those are few and far apart.
My boss pisses me off to know end. I work for a what is called a escorting agency , but they work a little different here then they do in most towns. You get a entertainment liscense , and do private party work. There is NO SEX , its pretty much pp work. You get a set fee to come over and get naked and dance , then you sell shows like toy shows.
I started working there yrs ago after the clubs here went to shit. There is a LOT of extra's in this town , and with all the drama at the clubs , this was so much easier for me. I made more money too.
Problem is... managment sucks. We have to work 10-14 hr shifts , 4 days a week , NO EXCEPTIONS. TO show you my point , there is a ice storm going on outside right now , there are wrecks everywhere , the police is asking everyone to stay off the roads , and yet I have to drive to where ever they send me if I get a appt. If I don't do it , i'm fined for my shift , which is $400 normally , but there is a convention in town , so that doubles to $800.
I made a mistake on my books last week , and I owed her $115 more then I thought I did. She turned it around into I was trying to ''stiff her'' and lectured me for a hr on being trustworthy. Of course when she called me about it , i re-checked them , seen she was right , and went in right away to pay her. I DID NOT intentionally try to cheat her. I have been there for 6 yrs , and she never has a moments trouble out of me , and it really hurt my feelings that she acted that way.
The other agency in town , provides more ''services'' then I am ok with , so working there isn't a option for me. And talking to a few friends I have in the clubs , there feeling lucky when they walk out with a $100 , so that doesn't look good either.
I hate feeling like i'm stuck. I hate working there , but don't have anywhere else to go. I am the primary breadwinner in our family , hubby works part time and goes to school full time , and we have 2 kids , and so much debt i'm ashamed of it. When the money went down , we kept on living like before , always thinking it would go back up , but it didn't.
The economy here sucks , lots of people getting laid off. I have a friend who has been looking for a job [ waitrass , factory , anything] for 2 months and has not found one , so i'm terrifed to quit , and I know were going into convention season anyway , so things should pick up a little soon.
I guess I just hate being forced to deal with her[my boss] BS. There is so many girls that work there and don't do what there supposed to.. like show up late , give out there home phone numbers , offer extras , miss days and take the fines... and here I am doing what i'm supposed to and it seems like I am always the one getting bitched at.
ok , rant over. Thanks for listening.



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