like I mentioned in other posts, I have recently moved to Sydney (but just for a few months) and I've been getting a little crazy-craze.
I only just lost my virginity to my boyfriend last fall (october, maybe?) and i discovered i really, really love sex!
we broke up when I left the states (I miss him more than anything), and I've been in sydney for 1 month. since then, I've slept with 7 guys. Please don't judge me for that, or for what I'm about to say.
with those guys, I was ALWAYS safe. however, last night i did something incredibly stupid and had sex with a guy (who claimed he as 27 but looked at least around 33) without a condom. I was drunk, I was stupid. I remembered this morning he said that he's had sex with around 40 people. oh fuck. he said he'd been tested and asked me as well, but honestly, now that I'm sober...40 PEOPLE?!?! what the hell was i thinking? goddammit. now, I'm freaking out because I know the incubation period for some stds is up to 6 weeks, and for hiv it can be as long as 6 months. i will go crazy waiting that long. is there anything I can do now?
also, any advice as to stop myself from sleeping with guys is welcome. i don't know why I am. I mean, I know I love sex, but i think I'm also looking for the intimacy that comes with a relationship, that intimacy that I had with my boyfriend.
oh and ps: he didn't cum inside of me, but still. I know that I could still catch something.



), and I've been in sydney for 1 month. since then, I've slept with 7 guys. Please don't judge me for that, or for what I'm about to say. 
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Seriously. Women have been suppressing their sexuality since the beginning of time. Others have been saying "fck it" and enjoying life. Only you can decide how much is too much, and at what point you want to wait until you become sexual with someone. If you're enjoying it, keep doing it. If you're looking for more, go for it.

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